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onramp year two 2002
onramp year one 2001
Dustbin days- 2000
2000-07-14 - 05:14:45
sooooo. i guess i am in a band now. me singing or something. it should be fun. zack always does a good job at making me feel comfortable when doing new things whether it is brewing beer, working on bikes, playing bass or now trying to sing in front of people. i have always wanted to sing. but i had a overly critical boyfriend with perfect pitch. it made me very self conscious. he did tell me once that my voice wasn't bad. it was one of the biggest compliments he ever gave me. at least to me. so now i am going to try it. i guess i am going ot be writing songs too. i have only tried that on my own once. i have helped people before but this will be different.
so beth and i are trying ot start some kind of girl freeschool bike club type thing to teach each other various skills. it should be fun but we aren't sure where to start. i want to have a club house in a tree or something. the reason it all started was at a party a few weeks ago. beth and lindsey and i were talking about how since no one is portland is really from portland them people all show up with ideas of friendship from other places. guys seem better able to addapt to shallow friendships that only involve drinking and talking about collector records on camo vinyl. we were thinking that as girls we felt rather lonely. so now we are trying to start something. the biggest problem i see is that we are mostly girls that don't like other girls. so finding girls that aren't sanrio pride and caked with make up with a decent attitude is hard.we are looking for politically minded girls that aren't affraid to play in dirt and are interested in learning new crafts. and having a bike would be perferable too. so we could go to a park and drink at night. we may try a pot luck to get kids together.
i was also noticing that i feel that i have transfered that feeling of "best friend" to my boyfriend. i don't really have any girls that i can talk ot abotu things. i don't really like girls so i talk to joey baout thigns knowing full well that a woman would understand what i was trying to say better. i know there are some things out there on woman hatign women. i think i need to research it a bit. there is also some talk about our group doing readings together. it should be really interesting. i'd like it to be kinda big but i kind of like the idea of it beign intimate as well. we shall see what happens.
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