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onramp year two 2002 |
Thursday, Sept. 13, 2001 - 1:02 p.m. i thought that all these werid feelings and dreams i have been having had to to with personal situations this week. i guess i was wrong. i don't have much to say about this that hasn't been said before. it is odd how when the u.s. does this sort of thing to otehr countries it isn't called terrorism. our country has pulled this kind of shit countless times on helpless people only for political reason. i'm not saying that this justifies anything. rick emerson on the radio yesterday said that ya, america does some bad things and our government has many many secrets but it does not justify saying we desreved this attack. i disagree with the term "coward" for the terrorists. they believe in something so fully, more than most americans do, that they would give up their life for what they believe. how can we compete with that. it angers me that people on the radio are talking about nuking "them" whoever "them" is. it angers me that this redneck mentality come out and peopel pull hsit like running down a pakistani women in a car in the parking lot of a mall. the range of reactions of people both sicken and uplift me. there are stories on both sides. i think i have been keeping myself too close to the radio. on another note. i got my first angry riot grrrl response to my zine. i had been waiting for this. it is bad to expect misunderstandings? i think i handled it well. webs and brian stopped by on their way back down to eugene. they stopped on I-84 with some of casey's friends to look for typewriter keys. casey's friends found some and brian is now the proud owner of a letter "D" . they took the urn and family photos down to eugene because brian's mom was going down to palm beach with her parents and was afraid her ex-husband would break into the house and try to take thigns. tht makes me so sad that he would be that insistent about a child he wasn't there for.i'm leaving for 2 days up to seattle with my sister early tomorrow morning so i can help her pack up and meet with my friend shane one last time. i guess i'm in shock from a lot of things still. i hope that being with my sister helps.-alex
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